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neurunique · 7 months ago

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#dear robot man please save me from this hell scape and put your arms around me (and literally everything else)#ramattra #overwatch #fanart #myart #blender #i am coping #life sucks right now i'm sorry #my pinned post has the model reference #there is a lot wrong with this so i'll probably delete it HAHA

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m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e · 3 months ago

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I hope leftists who think they’re above voting for president or are voting for Jill Stein or whoever because it’s their stupid way of protesting the system feel good about themselves, especially if Trump wins partly because of your negligence 😍 I know you’re not doing shit to plan the proletarian revolution, especially before January, so you guys better not complain about something harming you that you didn’t even bother to try and change

(edit: changed the last part bc I wrote “…if life gets a lot worse for you” cause that does nottt sound right at all and I apologize for writing that)

#if you have the option to help make change and do nothing then that’s your fault #ah yes! taking absolutely no action! that'll show the corrupt two-party system!#I’m literally a leftist too I don’t like aligning with the democrat party either but like… what other choice do we have right now #why not just vote for the one who sucks less #also you do know Jill Stein and Rudolph Ware don’t give a fuck about you or any leftist issues right #like they’re literally just there to get in the way for people who are too dumb to realize they’re basically just handing a vote to Trump #sorry for my raging here we see that I am very nervous for this election lol #and i know i'm being dramatic i don't actually want life to get worse for anyone but like... if you're anti-trump but don't vote for kamala #you're basically just getting what you asked for #american politics #vote blue #us politics #i know trump supporters are the ones to be angrier with ofc but this type of people are really irritating too #breaking: 20-year-old chronically online tumblr user changes the minds of thousands last-minute by ranting (/s)

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whileyoureinschoolidothisallday · 1 month ago

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HAVING THE MOST "FUCK IT WE'LL DO IT LIVE" LATE YULE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

#real life with risa #THIS HOUSE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE #y'all let me fucking tell you #I'm sorry I'm gonna be giving a whole other text post in the tags #So on top of me finding out that I misread the movie poster for shadow #my day nurse called in for the ENTIIIIIIIIIREEEEEEEE WEEKEEEEEND #so my poor brother was stuck here since Friday night (he went home this morning)#and yule was saturday and I usually make a stuffed porkchop dinner with cornbread #NOW. USUALLY THAT'S IT. But since my life sucks this year and I also don't get a full Christmas with the fam #I decided to do A Little More and bought ingredients for green bean casserole and potato gratin #okay well my brother hates cooking when he's not dog tired on a 72-hour shift so none of that is happening #so I decide to do it today when I have a nurse again because those ingredients were expensive and I'm gonna use em #I got the wrong goddamn potatoes so okay that's fine. I'll just make some shells and cheese instead #cook the green beans. go to get the baking dish. Can't find baking dish. how.#Call my mom #SHE NEVER RETURNED IT FROM THANKSGIVING. COOL COOL COOL COOL #BEANS ARE ALREADY COOKED ON THE STOVE #so I said fuck it and shoved them in my new dutch oven and I have no idea if it will work or if they'll cook right but IT'S DONE #THIS IS NOW A MATTER OF PRINCIPLE #I'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE OUT HERE

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sublux · 1 month ago

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i'm so mad i don't have private insurance through an employer so i could get any kind of therapy or medication or anything. tags are a rambling rant

#i'm on medicaid bc i 1. got laid off 2. haven't found work 3. am disabled and verrrry few therapists accept insurance around me at all #let alone medicaid. i've only found one therapy group that takes it but the therapists there aren't very well equipped #for anything that doesn't respond well to the very basic frankly entry-level cbt coping mechanisms #and i have it IN my report from the psychologist who diagnosed me with autism and adhd that i should avoid typical anxiety therapies #because they're likely to only increase my anxiety. so now what do i do when that's the only therapy available to me and i know i need help #what really gets me is that i know in oregon a ton of great therapists who won't push cbt on me take medicaid #and i also have my family there. and my dad owns his own business and employs family. and i need a job so bad #because i need to feel like i'm contributing to the world and that i have value and that the world wants me #it's sooooooo demotivating getting a ton of job interviews but never getting hired for anything on a base level for like confidence #but it also really sucks because i Know i ramble during interviews because i don't trust i can answer the question right #but i know i could do the job so well if someone would just let me. like i feel like i need to beg people to give me a chance #because i'm literally like. that top performing promotable improves everything employee. every time. no matter where i am #and i feel like no one believes me. that no one is ever going to want me to work for them. because i'm the type of person who should be #kept away from the world. idk it feels like humanity's rejected me. and i just feel so sorry.#i just want a psychiatrist who takes my insurance. and a therapist who takes my insurance. and work to do to feel valuable #but there are so many barriers. and i'm so tired. i seriously need so much more support than i'm going to get #and approaching all of this with the realization that i'm autistic now just makes it like. oh. i NEED support. and i'm not going to get it #moving back to oregon's off the table and i don't think my family would be as willing to help as i hope they'd be #so i'm stuck here. what do i even do. i feel like i have nowhere to turn #it's like life's decided it's done with me. i feel so worthless i'm so scared

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sherlock-is-ace · 22 days ago

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#hello welcome ''it's midnight and angel is about to rant about something that nobody cares about nor should they!''#this time not even at midnight!!!#it's just that my fam is planing a huge huge life project sort of deal that i have no hope for becaus ei'm a pessimist by nature #i don't have hopes for the future. i barely have ambitions because of my lack of hope #and even the one ambition i do have i don't think it's gonna ever happen #as i say... no hope whatsoever #so this big project thingy that's gonna take so much time and so much money and so much hypotheticals...#it's not something i believe it's going to ACTUALLY happen #which sucks big time because i would love for it to happen #but my mom is a more hopeful person. stronger mentally and just not depressed like i am lol #so she's very much excited and planning and looking things up and telling me about it and just generally getting a bit ahead in my opinion #(but that's probably the pessimism talking)#anyways... she managed to sort of get ME going now and i got my hopes up a little bit #i could maybe potentially one day have something i really really want and been wanting since i was a child but never hoped to get #(you see. my lack of hope is not something new lol)#anyways we had a chat yesterday and i got waay too ahead of myself with my expectations and today it all went into the drain #because actually that big thing that was specifically for me? the one thing that actually made me excited? yeah that can't be actually...#and what sucks the most about this whole situation is that i like being pessimistic sometimes because i don't get disappointed #if i'm expecting everything to go wrong i'll either be right or be pleasantly surprised #so i'm so so angry at myself that i let the excitment filter through and then immediatley after got the dissapointment of a fucking lifetime #so now i not only feel sad i also feel so stupid #so anyways everything sucks and i was right in having no hope and no expectations #(also sorry to make a public rant and make it very vague #it's just that i don't even want to mention it in case it goes through my barriers again and i get more disappointments)#anyways i'm going to bed now #angel talks #personal

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popodoki · 1 month ago

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Just so you know I am not ignoring you guys!! I am however going through it (have been for the last several months) haha bear with me? ദ്ദി (￣▽￣||)

No worries, let's all hope my spark returns from the war soon and I stop being an empty husk xoxo

your continued asks/requests/kudos etc mean the world to me and so do all my online besties!! I'm truly sorry I am bad at showing it and my coping mechanism when life goes to shit is very pretty much to retreat and stfu/pretend nothing is wrong/tell no one/just skedaddle and stay quiet till I'm better so far no good but w/e

Here's hoping 2025 is the year I return to society! (⸝⸝⸝╸▵╺⸝⸝⸝) づ♡

#life sucks rn and I am making it nobody's problem but my own cause I'm an introvert at heart #I'll make it out!#but I'm sorry its taking so long #really sorry to the people I've also been straight up ghosting its just how I cope with the bad I just shut down c'est la vie #just wanted to let people know I'm alive?? not ignoring on purpose I just can't properly function right now?? but also no worries ig??#I have gotten such good requests but I just can't write or even chat much right now

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 3 months ago

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it sucks that so much of my family has also dealt with cancer but it's really lovely that they were able to give me warnings about things

#a friend of mine just had a computer glitch and lost a bunch of work and i said it sucked and i'm sorry and asked if he could email his prof #and he's i think just really upset about it as i would be too bc that does suck so bad #but i don't have the energy to commiserate. i feel like a steaming pile of shit right now. i only got home 30 minutes ago from the hospital #and i have to go back tomorrow and then spend the rest of the day probably feeling like this while also having to go to another appointment #bc i need to get my earrings changed out so i can take them out for my body scan #and then going home with earl and setting up. and finally getting a bday gift to my friend as well and dropping that off #i feel increasingly gross and sick rn and this was just one injection #but my relatives were like 'listen. no one in your life is going to get this unless they've had cancer. and it sucks but that's how it is'#and i'm just very glad i got that heads up because i'm getting a lot of love and support from relatives now #esp the ones who also dealt with cancer #but it's just been radio silence from friends. and i get it i get they have their own lives and might not know what to say #but it does still hurt a little #i do have one friend who has been lovely and accommodating with the diet i have to be on #but my other best friend is just. i think with his school he has his own friends and his own life but. yeah. it just hurts a little #maybe i'm being irrational idk. something to discuss with my therapist today at our appointment #not everything is about me etc etc #this is the same friend who lost his work that i mentioned in the tags #cancer tw

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chaoslynx · 10 months ago

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omg you’re learning Italian? I’m Italian! Ciao!! Sono sicura che sei bravissimə! (ə is like the gender neutral suffix lmao even if it’s not universally recognised)

Ciao! Sì, parlo italiano, ma solo un po'. Imparando italiano per tre mesi ora! Anche xlx mix migliore amicx è italianx. Lxi usa -x invece -ə. Grazie mille per usi -ə per me! Anche -o è va bene per me. Mi dispiace se non dico questo molto bene ancora.

#answers #anon #also to the other anon ask in the inbox: i'm planning to write a drabble for you #it's just taking me some time :( sorry! still getting back into writing #also again yeah i'm terribly sorry if my grammar or general speech sucks in italian right now #it's literally only been three months since i started lol #and i've been monolingual my whole life sadly </3 #i hope this is at least kinda-sorta understandable #feel free to reach out over DMs or in my discord server or whatever if you want to talk more! i only know a couple italian speakers rn

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stabbyfoxandrew · 8 months ago

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someone please tell me a remote job that an idiot can do that pays like $100 an hour.

#haha. i wrote up a whole vent post about how much life sucks and i wanna stop existing #but i threw that bad boy away bc y'all don't need to see behind the curtain lol #uh seriously though. if you know anything an idiot with no education or experience could do remotely. please god let me know #i am tired of living like this but looking on those job websites only serves to make me sort of... suicidal. like i can't do that right now #also i'm sorry i have a lot of asks again and i don't have the energy to answer right now.#i honestly would like to just lie down and forget i'm a person. but alas. i can't do that.#sigh #diaerie #dep

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bigscaryalien · 1 month ago

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It's just me venting, don't worry about it.

I know everyone moves at their own pace but some days I feel like my pace is just way too slow and I feel inadequate, or like a failure.

I can't lie, lately, most days I just... I basically eat food and sleep, and get very little work done. My body is weak, my brain is foggy.

I mostly just survive. My room is a mess, to the "I can't find my stuff," point.

Turns out they rejected my academic paper, don't even want revisions for it, literally says if I revise it, I should send it to a different journal... so that's like, months and months gone to trash.

I just feel like I keep wasting and wasting years and I can't get anywhere. I wish I could be important.

#sorry. I'll be fine.#it's just that things are a little bit. well a bit too much #there's also this guy on my back. I kinda work for him... for like a comical amount of money... he's like a vampire sucking on my life-forc #i feel like I'm very close to calling him a Swear Word and leaving his ass lmao #but he mightttt be able to write me a nice reference letter so I can't do that right now Fuck.#ruff talks

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rabbithaver · 3 months ago

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i don't know how to live with the knowledge that there's a lot of people, maybe even people reading this, who believe that it's okay for disabled people like me to die so they can wash their hands of the horrors

#rabbit.txt #i'm sorry the system sucks. i am. i really really really am. i hate it more than you can imagine #but my ability to survive the next four years depends on it right now and i have never been more scared in my life #that some of you are going to decide that i'm an acceptable loss

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llycaons · 4 months ago

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I must imagine prev post's previous tag means 'I got into a playful discussion bc my coworker didn't like a staple food' and not 'I got into a literal argument because an adult expressed a food preference I do not share' bc like how do you argue about that. as an adult

#people have tried for many years to 'argue' about me not liking fruit #and as prev post's prev tag it's literally just 'how! I love fruit!' and like? okay? that is not an argument #like that is in absolutely zero meaningful qay a coherent argument. that's just expressing a subjective taste. which cannot by definition #be right or wrong #sorry if this sounds defensive my thirty years of being harassed for picky eating and having a restricted diet due to autism reared up 😭#I don't mean to come for anyone I'm sure everyone just means to be playful but in a real life convo it is SO aggravating #bc what are you supposed to say #gonna start telling ppl they're wrong. if you like orange you're wrong they suck. that's the objective truth now #see how YOU like it #cor.txt

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satari-raine · 1 year ago

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Sometimes I really wish I could give everyone countless dollars (or insert your relevant currency here) to go enjoy the things they want to enjoy and get the things they want to get, be it wants or needs. I'd do it in a heartbeat if I could.

#Satari rambles #To delete later probably #Seeing people upset about the chaos that was getting Sleep Token tickets mainly inspiring this #But also it just sucks to have to spend all of your time and money on surviving and not being able to indulge #This isn't too say people who can should feel guilty #Not at all #Everyone should be free to enjoy what they want with no shame #I just hate that it's so hard for that enjoyment of experiences and possessions to be universal #Granted I'm also struggling to find a job and pay bills #Like hell I can afford concert tickets even if they are in my state #Sorry this is really dumb I just #Giving everyone a virtual hug right now who is struggling with the hell that is a life with and without money

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amitykinz · 6 months ago

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#rant #rant tw #i know i talk about this a lot #but being in love sucks so bad #I'm currently in love with someone who a) is married #b) i will never see again #and c) never knew and probably will never know how i feel towards him 🙃#i don't know why i have to fall in love so hard #especially with people i can't have #he was smart and funny and handsome #and i will never see him again #and I've been grieving it for months now #i miss him so much #i feel like I'm going insane just knowing that I'll have to keep these feelings inside for the rest of my life #knowing that i might never see him again #knowing that i will never know if he felt the same way #I'm sobbing right now because i don't know what to do #part of me wants to break up the fucking marriage but i know that's awful and wrong and evil #and i will never do that #but i don't think I'll ever fall out of love with him #he made such an impact on my life in the brief amount of time i knew him #i wish i had told him how i feel #one of my biggest regrets 😞#sorry for this absolute essay btw #I'm just having a bad day

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cappucosmico · 8 months ago

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going to kill myself over the state of my wallet rn

#call me sisyphus the way i am constantly rolling this stupid rock up this hill (having to buy things. which cost money)#this saturday. we will be halving the amount of cats in this house. and it won't be so frequent that we have to get more cat food #this is my saving grace atm.#love the beans and i Will cry when we send them to the shelter but it will be Partially relief-crying. bc my god do they fuckin eat eat eat.#also the apt downstairs is empty again and they're working on it. again. so it smells like weed. Again #so i'm stuffied and constantly turning the fan off and on to get the air flowing so dragon and i don't Both get asthmatic with it #but then turning it back off bc Cold Cold oh my God Cold #ugghhhh #too scared to take anymore ofthose weed candies So i'm fucking Raw Dogging Life right now‼️‼️‼️‼️#i should just make coffee or something. idk. i feel better now from the nightmare weed btw. just took like all of last week to happen #but now i'm getting second-hand weed smoked. and like. power to them but My Lungs. MY CATS' LUNGS.#MY ASTHMATIC CAT'S LUNGS‼️this is supposed to be a smoke-free apt. i'm sorry to sound like a buzzkill but. he wheezes Recreationally #i'm rambly that's how you know i'm doing decent again. just also life actually sucks LFDNGNDDMNF

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missrosegold · 1 year ago

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Boyfriend's dog is getting put to sleep on Thursday. Please send her good thoughts everyone. It's going to be a horrible day.

We already lost her brother earlier this year. This year has been fucking horrible for dogs.

#i've been in tears on and off for the last couple of days #she's just gone so downhill and it makes me so sad to see her like this #we lost her brother back in may and i thought for sure that we'd have at least another year with her but her kidney's are failing #life just kinda sucks right now #i'm sorry my thoughts are all over the place lately #tw: animal death

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